I quit everything for you. I quit sports in high school because I fell in love with you and that’s all I thought I needed, I quit friendships with people I now regret ever letting go, I quit being a good person because you never were, I quit college when I couldn’t get out of bed for six weeks after we broke up, I quit respecting myself and let you use me because I still loved you, and then I even quit drugs for you, because you told me I was the scum of the earth for doing them. For four years I have done everything I could to try and change for you. I’m done. I’m completely exhausted. Because of you I have no idea who I am anymore and it drives me crazy wondering who I could’ve been and where my life could be right now if I never met you, if I never lost myself in you. This is what keeps me awake at night, this is the regret I have to live with. I was never enough for you. I should have seen that I was never going to be either.

Tigers Jaw - Distress Signal

I don’t wanna be lost like this anymore

(Source: shanesworth)