Making a fritatta and watching the new episode of Weeds. I get to go to work today while everyone else is off to Warped tour, fantastic right? Oh and my orange hair is fading, which means it’s pretty much only going to last for a week and a half and then I’m gonna have to dye it again. Anyways. Couldn’t sleep last night, kept thinking about him. I’m getting really sick of him just randomly popping up in my head and then I can’t stop until I fall asleep, which takes fucking hours.

     Other than that last night was pretty good, after outpatient Bailey and I went swimming at her house with Cody and his girlfriend. Oh and mad weird but he like IMed me specifically to tell me who he was dating now which I don’t get why at all, I think he thinks I have a thing for him or something so he feels the need to tell me whenever he’s dating someone or whatever. Lame, cause I don’t. I’m still in love with my ex and haven’t been able to even have a fucking crush on someone since him. Well except that one guy last year, but he just used me so whatever. So I dunno it bugs me that he assumes that or at least that’s the way it seems.

     Sunday we went to Fair Haven allllll the way on lake Ontario, but it was definitely worth the drive, smoked a dutch on the beach and jumped off the pier a bunch of times. Took a shit ton of pictures and of course I look terrible in all of them, really gotta start working out more I’ve been really lazy these past two weeks. I really have to just stop hanging out with people as much and get my shit together, it’s taking way too long. But whatever gonna go finish Weeds and eat mah foods.